what does life made of?

we were brought into this world either willingly or unwillingly
no one know.
but what are we aftering in our life?
love ? i have lost faith on this shit thing that created by the god
friendship? there no such thing as friendship forever, even a best friend of yours
might just leave you for the next second
families ?
money? some work like fucking shit also can't have a luxurious life.

question marks all over my head
what...what are we?
what's life for?
idiotic answer for life..to survive
silly

                            

lyrics dedicated to all of you !!

"My Wish" I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow, And each road leads you where you want to go, And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile, But more than anything, more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but ya never forget, All the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, And you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake, And you always give more than you take. But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything, My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, And while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. This is my wish I hope you know somebody loves you May all your dreams stay big

i'm in love..

i'm confuse, very confuse
people like me do i deserve to love a girl?
and lately i found out that i'm in deep shit
i fall in love again.
i think of her every second. i can only stop thinking of her when i stop breathing
gosh this is disaster.
indeed she is the girl that i always looking for.
i have my own barrier to over come.
i'm struggling all over my soul and my mind.
i will take every chances that i have to contact her.
talk to her.
i just dont know what i want. and i don't know...will it last?
ever lasting? does it exist?

a song for her..

Hey there my fren

What's it like in over seas?

I'm a thousand miles away

But girl tonight you look so pretty

Yes you do

Times Square can't shine as bright as you

I swear it's true

Hey there my fren

Don't you worry about the distance

I'm right there if you get lonely

Give this song another listen

Close your eyes

Listen to my voice it's my disguise

I'm by your side

but now it seems everthing have over

so there's no happy ending between

but my fren there in over seas

i always hope you smile

from the bottom of my heart

Beware!!!I'm back..ahaha...crazy title

Yea....now is 1409....tuesday... i'm at no where but my house.
not working today.
come back early, rest...online...
feels great man...
later i'm going to get my hair cut...
but looking through the window....VERY HOT....
haha...sudah jadi malas..how how?
shit man....

(^_^)

COE??OR CON??

i'm working in COe? or COn?
what's the point of working?
work to earn money to survive or for the better future?
but if the current company that i'm working now doesn't fulfill such a criteria then
what's the point of working?
facing so much problems from my superior,
hardly survive for the current income
now only i get it why all those adults says that being a student is good
now a day. when i facing all this problems.
who should i complaint to?
what should i do?
question mark all over my head.

difficulities

what's the actual reason for writing a blog?
to express yourself?
to attract people attention?

if go back to 5 years ago, i wouldn't think i will express my feeling, more to sadness here.
when ever i feeling depress,downs there always a person there supports me, cheer me up. tease me this and that .
so that time i won't feel sad for long .
now a day, that person no longer exist in my life.
emptiness filled with sorrow.

i don't believe in god, if god does exist that means he didn't done his job perfectly
because there's a lot of people on this earth are suffering.
since that person disappear in my life, i found another way of comfort myself.
terrible but works on me. :)